oh..today..I remembered I went to school, sport!!!Uh huh....I got involve in the sport event for the upcoming school sport, hurl the plate haha..I mean (lempar cakera if anyone knows by the way)I got the last place hahahaha..I'm such a lousy person couldn;t get anything right..how sad it is.. my friends got mad of me..haha..(liew and tan) because I feel embarassed and useless the whole time..
after that the school ends, I have to go to tuition , it is sick actually going to learn something from somewhere even tho , I know is knowledgeable to do so..but I was lazy..so I went anyway, before that went eating with my friends, couldn't even finish the fried noodle;_;.. so then take a bus and go to tuition centre..and learn, It was funny by the way, I suddenly feel like I was defeated by my friends in many ways(-liew say tan can do everything better , I was a unsatisfied-), then it give me some funny strength to make myself to learn hard in tuition time , chemistry..eventually it does goes into my brain..how funny it is..o.O so I keep on learn until it was finish and I actually want it to be longer for the chemistry tuition, but then it ends, so I go to another english class , which is funny, never been to that class before, the teacher keep on making fun of us cause we couldn't get the answer right by saying ''hey excellent answer'' then ''it is wrong '', '' how great students you all are'' and smile so proudly..I was like huh?okay it seems pretty interesting, and the last period I went into the Malay language session , it was bored to death learning literature which I don't even get it into my brain, so I keep on focusing until okay I get headache..a big one!! then at the end the teacher makes fun too, and he heard the water noise like dripping out , so he open the cover of the funnel, lots of small crockroach..it runnings to where we (me and my friends) sitting, cause we we sitting on the front row, the teacher scream quietly..that was funny, even I got headache at that time..so all of us faster bring our legs up..haha
Not long then the class ended it was time to go home I was so delight...so when back home by bus, on the bus was teribble my headache got stronger like it was killing me, and I'm going to faint, luckily I didn;t . The bus was full of human , crowded Like CRAZY!! I was suffocated, because no air in the bus and it was full until the door was open, it is so dangerous... I stand for like many minutes in my life that it doesn't even reach the destination I want..so I just got off where my friend does too..I waited at the bus stop near Ampang Point for so long until my dad finally come to fetch me,on the mobile he told me he is bringing my 2nd bro to see chinese doctors , I have to see too because of my headache..for the first time to chinese medication....weird weird weird!! I have this stupid headache know as migraine and other symptoms, that never stop for years since I was in 11.
When I was there with my brother and dad, the nurses looks so grumpy even to register our name on the card..scary..one thing about pure chinese..eewww.hh..!!!
but anyway manage to see the doctor and they gave this chinese medicine herbs..to us ..scary smells..!!
Then come back home I throw out , I can't imagine how suffering that is, for a year I never barf before..>< ;_;
Today is the day that really kills me!! I never have this hard life before, but there's good thing in it, I learn that I need to overcome my self in many ways, like I'm scared if many people looked or laugh at me because I done silly stuff, means over reacting, I should never be that way, just forget everything and walk away...!!!I learned that!!! Finally that , I get well by now, no headache or throwing out, except I'm hungry like crazy..!! this is how it goes for today!!! 25th Feb 2005